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Post by JMMREVIEW on Jul 23, 2015 13:19:04 GMT -5
Hey Greenfire just wanted to check how you are doing, hope you are felling better now?
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Post by Greenfire32 on Jul 24, 2015 16:27:02 GMT -5
Had another ER visit yesterday. I've got even more meds now.
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Post by JMMREVIEW on Jul 24, 2015 17:24:08 GMT -5
Shit man sorry to hear that, I feel pretty helpless I just hope things get better for you.
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Post by Greenfire32 on Jul 24, 2015 23:26:55 GMT -5
Me too. They gave me more meds to take though, so I'm either asleep or a zombie all the time now. Hard to be anxious when you're either of those.
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Post by theevilgreenranger on Jul 28, 2015 13:56:32 GMT -5
Bro I'm sorry that happened pulling for you man
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Post by Greenfire32 on Jun 6, 2016 9:33:29 GMT -5
As I approach the 1 year anniversary of this whole freaking nightmare, I have great news and....not so great news.
The great news:
I've been slowly weening off all my medication. Both myself and my doctor think that this anxiety stuff isn't chronic and that it was a reaction to what was going on in my life at the time. While we both agree that paxil certainly helped me, we also agree that it's time to come off it. As such, I've been weening off it for about 6 weeks now and am entering the final 2 weeks of medication.
The not so great news:
Paxil is a NASTY drug that really screws you up. As I enter the final 2 weeks of medication, I begin what's refered to as "Pax-Hell." The lower and lower my dosage gets, the worse and worse my withdrawal symptoms will be. At the end of my medication, it will continue to worsen until about 2-3 weeks AFTER my last dosage. After which point it will take about the same amount of time to normalize.
----- So I'm still here, still dealing with this, but it's almost over. Without being too specific, the withdrawal symptoms are pretty nasty and it's going to get monumentally worse here in the next few weeks. I know I've been pretty absent from here for a good while, but I'll probably be completely inactive during this time.
I do want to get back into the streamings and whatnot, but we're not quite there yet.
Almost though.
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Post by JMMREVIEW on Jun 8, 2016 9:26:24 GMT -5
Really happy to hear there is finally light at the end of the tunnel Greenfire even if things are still dark. We are all thinking about you and we want the old Greeny back. Cant wait until you feel well enough to start streaming again. If you need anything you know where we are!
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Post by Greenfire32 on Jul 8, 2016 15:54:59 GMT -5
In what is looking like my final post on the issue surrounding anything to do with random and extreme anxiety and panic attacks, medication, and the effects of withdrawal from coming off said medication, there is really only one thing I can say: It's done. It's over. I can't really say what my new schedule will be, but I'll be streaming tomorrow at 9am Mountain Time. Don't know what I'm playing yet, or for how long, but you should definitely swing by and watch me flounder around trying to remember how to run OBS and gaems.
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Post by Blade Runner 07 on Jul 9, 2016 2:27:44 GMT -5
We love you greeny. So happy to know things are getting better. The world is such a mess it's easy to forget what's really important. Thanks for the perspective and the update. See you streaming soon! Excited already.
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Post by MGNoxa (I lost my passwordlol) on Jul 9, 2016 3:50:05 GMT -5
Green! You da man! It's Saturday so hopefully I'll be able to drop in throughout the day. Looking forward to it dude.
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Post by JMMREVIEW on Jul 13, 2016 16:28:56 GMT -5
Looking forward to your streams greeny!
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Post by Greenfire32 on Apr 12, 2017 16:33:01 GMT -5
Can you feel it Mr. Krabs?
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Post by JMMREVIEW on Apr 13, 2017 7:55:19 GMT -5
Nice! Love the Goldenedge logo on your template is this going to be regular or was it a one off?
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Post by Blade Runner 07 on Apr 13, 2017 10:43:12 GMT -5
Either way, it's awesome. Only thing I would add is the animation of green flames behind greeny. Might be awesomely distracting though. Looking forward to seeing some Mario 64 style Yooka streams. Let us know what you think. I just want to know if it's worth it on a sale.
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Post by Greenfire32 on Apr 13, 2017 16:42:20 GMT -5
is this going to be regular Hoping to be returning in a regular capacity, yes. It hasn't happened yet. I'm hyping you all for this Saturday at 1pm Mountain Time! Are you hyped? GET HYPED! Nice! Love the Goldenedge logo on your template Gotta git some life back into this place. Been pretty quiet as of late
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